It was Brandon's viewing tonight. I didn't think I would be able to hold my emotions together; however, I finally felt something greater than myself strengthening me to stand strong. It was still difficult, and I still feel an intense longing and sadness; however, I also know that I was carried. I know the atonement was playing a role with my emotions tonight. I am grateful for this tender mercy.
I'm still in shock and disbelief. I keep hoping to wake up from his dream; however, I know this is my reality. How will I ever live without him? How will our now "little" family function?
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