Spiritually Eclipsed
I had known about the eclipse for a long time. In fact,
initially, I had planned to drive to Idaho Falls where there was 100% totality;
however, after a long summer of driving, I decided that the effort simply
wasn’t worth it. Even after this decision; however, I contemplated driving only
an hour north for the totality experience—yet I again convinced myself that it
simply wasn’t worth the effort. Boise would be receiving 99.6% totality—wasn’t
that close enough? I do have to admit 99.6% totality was amazing. As I stood in
downtown Boise, I was in awe at the phenomena around me. The shadows of trees
were not like their usual shadows but they were shaped like crescent moons. The
air felt a bit crisper—even a bit chilly as I wrapped up in a blanket. The street
lights came on in the middle of the day. I could feel in my heart that
something Godly was happening around me. It was a powerful feeling that is hard
to explain. And with that feeling of awe, I couldn’t help but feel a bit
saddened that I hadn’t taken the opportunity to watch the eclipse in complete
totality. I lived so close, yet I was so far away… My heart yearned for more,
and in an effort to experience complete totality, I called my parents. They
answered the phone in the middle of their experience. I could hear my nieces
and nephews shouting about the stars, the darkness, the sun, the moon… I could
hear their complete excitement, and I knew that although my experience had been
amazing, I had seriously missed the mark.
As I sit contemplating this experience, my mind also
reflects on the night prior to the eclipse. There were messages flying across
my Facebook feed about the need for glasses. I had one extra pair, and I
received several messages asking for that pair. We had weeks to prepare for
this experience, and yet many of us were unprepared. Before anyone thinks that
I am pointing my finger—let me explain that I wouldn’t have even had that extra
pair—or any for that matter—had it not been for my own daughter picking up our
eclipse glasses. I, too, watched the glasses in stores thinking that I would
purchase them at a future date; however, never actually purchasing the glasses.
These two reflections have caused me to think about the
parable of the Ten Virgins in the Bible. Five virgins were prepared for the
Savior’s coming and five were not. The five who were not prepared had no excuse
as to being unprepared. They had been warned. They had been taught. They knew
of His arrival, and they had every opportunity to prepare. As the Savior was
coming, they begged from the five wise virgins to share with them of their oil,
but the wise virgins couldn’t share with them as their oil was created through
one prayer, one scripture study, and one act of service at a time. It wasn’t
something that could be shared.
As I listened to my family and their excitement over the
eclipse, I wished I could transport myself through the phone and share in their
experience, but I could not. It was not something that could be shared. I had
not prepared myself to see and visualize what was mine to see. However, more
important than a Solar Eclipse and just like the parable of the foolish and
wise virgins—now is the time to prepare for the Savior’s coming. Although I am
disappointed at my decision to remain home for the Solar Eclipse, I know that
my disappointment at the Savior’s arrival would be much more severe if I do not
prepare. In Mosiah 2:16 it states, “And then shall the wicked be cast out, and
they shall have cause to howl, and weep, and wail, and gnash their teeth; and
this because they would not hearken unto the voice of the Lord, therefore the
Lord redeemeth them not.”
I know the Savior will
come again. And His coming will be something far greater than an eclipse. And
just like my family couldn’t share the views of the eclipse with me, no one can
share the preparation of the Savior’s coming with me either. When He comes
again, I will need to be prepared through one scripture study, one act of service,
and one prayer at a time. When He comes again, I want to be numbered among the
wise virgins who had prepared themselves to see their Savior. Matthew 25:13 states,
“Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of
man cometh.” We have no way of knowing when He will come again, but we have
been taught to watch and pray for He WILL come again. When He comes again, if I
am not prepared, I will be spiritually eclipsed—shut out from my Savior forever
and the sadness at that eclipse will far surpass my sadness of the moon’s eclipse.